losing control : Dancing with the Devil


“I crossed a line I’d never crossed in addiction.”
In part I of this fearless documentary series, Demi Lovato and her family and friends candidly open up for the first time about what led to her near-fatal overdose.

The National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) helpline
1-800-931-2237 (they also offer click-to-chat messaging)

SAMHSA Hotline for individuals and family members facing mental health and/or substance use disorders
1-800-662-HELP (4357)
TTY: 1-800-487-4889

If you need immediate support, please reach out to your local crisis text line:
USA: Text HOME to 741741
UK: Text SHOUT to 85258
Canada: Text CONNECT to 686868 or 741741
Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

Pre-order Demi Lovato’s new album ‘Dancing With The Devil… The Art Of Starting Over’ DemiLovato.lnk.to/DWTDTAOSOID


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  • Alejandra Duque
    Alejandra Duque35 minutter siden

    te amamos demi!!!

  • A Irritada
    A Irritada45 minutter siden

    vim assistir somente agora, estava me preparando psicologicamente, sei que não estou preparada, mas tudo pela DEMI

  • stef kyri
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  • jake Biedermann
    jake Biedermann2 timer siden

    Is she 27 yet?

  • Katie Mahonsky
    Katie Mahonsky2 timer siden

    I relate so much when she talked about her dads death. My dad also passed away alone in his apartment, my brother found him and we don’t know when he died. His hands were black. He was a alcoholic. If you’re reading this please get help you deserve more.

  • Carlos Martinez
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    Why would you send somebody who struggled with body image issues sketches of designs on a 10-ft 5-in waist sketch!!!

  • Victoria Vazquez
    Victoria Vazquez3 timer siden

    Te amo mucho loca

  • ansapo
    ansapo4 timer siden

    Thank you,

  • Mr. Meerkat
    Mr. Meerkat5 timer siden

    How obvious is it that this is a ploy for attention considering that she had like one hit song and then fell off the planet. So stunning. So very brave 🙄

  • Megan Connor
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  • Kristen M
    Kristen M6 timer siden

    Gosh her voice even in small bits is so beautiful I get goosebumps

  • Cenovia Mendoza
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  • Brandon
    Brandon12 timer siden

    Shes is pretty fat for someone who does hereoine

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  • Chloe Vassallo
    Chloe Vassallo13 timer siden

    Demi is so special she’s one of the only artist’s that has true empathy & care for everyone around her.

  • Aaron Drake
    Aaron Drake14 timer siden

    I Don’t Know what to think of this Documentary I’ve struggled with addiction for over 10 years wasted robbed of my 20’s only Difference is I was restricted Due to Financing. And people like dimi who aren’t Financially restricted have no limits other then what There body’s can Handle. She should expose that drug dealer.

  • Daisy Morales
    Daisy Morales14 timer siden

    Is ok we are all hans don't judge her make her feel better. Say it all don't hide nobody is perfect

  • opzz xsin
    opzz xsin15 timer siden

    tremor but the way her face lit up even when I said that, she was so happy and grateful that I said anything

  • shine shine
    shine shine16 timer siden

    ilove you so much Demi lovato

  • Kristen Williams
    Kristen Williams17 timer siden

    I love your music and recovering it hard till deal with what made us use I did and my daughter s gave me life and understand that I was a lesbian I been in recovering acholice and drugs thanks for sharing your story kristenwill57@gmail.com PS I am also a disabled female veteran

  • Sean M
    Sean M17 timer siden

    NICE KID, CUTE TOO....BUT.... like all post 80s POP music...she/ it is like a disposable lighter....

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  • Tom Sdralis
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  • Hard Cold
    Hard Cold17 timer siden

    I'm not sure who she is or why she has so many views - but i'll take some of that!

  • mary poppins
    mary poppins18 timer siden

    She needs to leave Hollywood in order to maintain her sobriety (if in fact she is clean) Fame and Sobrierty don't mix

  • Arya M
    Arya M19 timer siden

    anyone else think she actually has Borderline Personality Disorder instead of Bipolar? or that she has BPD on top of Bipolar? "i felt like i was always walking on eggshells", this quote that her former choreographer said is something that those close to people with BPD always feel when around them.

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  • Mariana Medeiros
    Mariana Medeiros20 timer siden

    Just saying that in minute 4:14 the voice is from a Brazilian news (hence PORTUGUESE NOT SPANISH). And wow, Demi is really a survivor 🥺

  • Megan McCrory-Steele
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  • areebah h
    areebah h22 timer siden

    i wish they interviewed selena gomez- i really wanna know what happened between them now that we know demi was high most of the time during disney channel

  • Charlie Hufft
    Charlie Hufft22 timer siden

    Please change the picture in the ad. It is so unflattering...seriously.

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  • Sunny Desai
    Sunny Desai23 timer siden

    Still a heroin fiend in my eyes

  • RedRiding Hood
    RedRiding HoodDag siden

    Your not bipolar ... You need to listen to your surroundings

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  • Hruaii Chhangte
    Hruaii ChhangteDag siden

    There are people who doesn’t get professional but still fight for it..justice for them and demi congrats for ur recovery wish u the best 🙏🏽

  • Keila Velásquez
    Keila VelásquezDag siden

    what's the song in 5:30 ?¿

  • Tara Barnes
    Tara BarnesDag siden

    I'm somewhat ignorant to heavy drug use. Other than marijuana I really don't know much else. But I always hear, I was introduced to this drug. Do people really just say here, try crack? I have been in the same room/places where heavy drugs are consumed and I leave.

  • Tara Barnes
    Tara BarnesDag siden

    Addiction is hard. I just wonder, how did she make so many detrimental choices that night without any of her closest friends,family, team members having a clue.

  • Hruaii Chhangte
    Hruaii ChhangteDag siden

    Nobody’s perfect...love u demi stay bless 🙏🏽

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  • Carolina Santos
    Carolina SantosDag siden

    Portugal love you Demi

  • Sel
    SelDag siden

    i love her so much she's so fearless in sharing her truth

  • Paola Salcedo
    Paola SalcedoDag siden

    The more I know about you, I feel more empathy with humanity.

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  • Luke Neidig
    Luke NeidigDag siden

    Being someone that has had their own problems with addiction. Herion was my drug of choice and just like Demi I was a professional at hiding my addiction and making everyone believe that I was sober when in fact I wasn’t. I lied to people that I loved , and ruined relationships with people that I still love to this day. It took me losing those people and entering my own little personal rock bottom to realize I had to get sober. I’m not personally a fan of Demi’s music, not to say she’s not extremely talented, just not my cup of tea but I am a huge fan of the person she is and the story she tells in this documentary. The honesty of this video and the similarities of my story and hers are insane , minus me not being super famous and whatnot 🤣 but anyone with an addiction problem can watch this video and relate to her no matter what the addiction. I’m very proud of her for putting this out there and showing what real addiction looks like and I think this documentary alone with help some people on their own personal sobriety journey. 👍🏼

  • Brenda Hernandez
    Brenda HernandezDag siden

    I just started and I’m crying 😭

  • Chloe Driscoll
    Chloe DriscollDag siden

    Gosh, Demi is so strong and so open with her fans I’m so proud of her

  • Bizzle Sticcs
    Bizzle SticcsDag siden

    She is so brave for this I'm so proud of her and happy she's alive 🥺🥺 im trying not to cry watching this chile . I remember when I kept replaying her episode story on the app

  • Aarushi Gupta
    Aarushi GuptaDag siden

    Demi please I really need to meet you. Oml ❤️

  • Aarushi Gupta
    Aarushi GuptaDag siden

    Demi ❤️. You are amazing. We love you. Love from India 🇮🇳

  • Bethany Tollon
    Bethany TollonDag siden

    It’s seems the whole family is damaged here’s to healing and coming back stronger!

  • fearman026
    fearman026Dag siden

    Wauuu shes nasty, i like that in a women.. Its so atractive

  • Amandine Mmt
    Amandine MmtDag siden

    She is so brave

  • Sammy Scoots
    Sammy ScootsDag siden

    What a story.

  • Chloe Campbell
    Chloe CampbellDag siden

    all we can do demi is try our best that is enough, all this pressure and spotlight i get it, when something is constantly focused on it becomes magnetised as if the problem is only getting bigger that's because it is, you first opening up to yourself is the first step, being honest to yourself is key because if your not honest to yourself you can be honest to those around you, I'm currently 19 and understand how hard addiction is and how hard it can be to get off something when all you want to do is numb the pain and make it go away for a few hours but in the reality is always comes back. we love you demi, and of your not ready to come back into the spotlight i don't blame you i wouldn't be either. i know that you wont see this and maybe one of your producers will and i know i wont receive a reply but all i ask is that demi sees this and knows that at least one of her fans understand and so does many more.

  • filip cztek
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    Big 💩👎

  • niduoe stre
    niduoe streDag siden

    When she mentioned at what point she wrote sober it sounded so eerily familiar to Amy Winehouse when she wrote rehab

  • Leo Tan
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  • Nicholas Antelope
    Nicholas AntelopeDag siden

    Don’t disrespect me while I’m a NATIVE in this country

  • Julia N
    Julia NDag siden

    I REALLY hope that this documentary was her idea, her initiative and is under her control. Not her team’s, not her family’s. If that’s how she wants to tell her story - so be it. But I don’t want her trauma to get exploited for money again. I really want her to get better and to take some time off.

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    Queen 🇧🇷

  • Shawn Hart
    Shawn HartDag siden

    I'm just a regular guy struggling with addiction to heroin and I need to tell you to never question how helpful sharing your story had been to us addicts. And always know your strength is amazing in telling your story about your OD. I love you unconditionally!!

  • Lisa Mcclanahan

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    You can do this guy. If I can get sober you can I was the worst with opiates.

  • Niza Nyirenda

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    i hope you become sober soon! You got this❤️

  • Maria Eduarda
    Maria EduardaDag siden

    Amo Demi Lovato eu sou do brasil eu sou brasileira e eu amo as músicas dela brasileiras 🇧🇷 brasileiros

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  • Debi K
    Debi KDag siden

    You look beautiful! Gorgeous smile! Sweet personality if there is anything I can help you with, please let me know. You are a special woman with millions that adore you!!!! ❤️😘🤗

  • Skyla Brewer
    Skyla BrewerDag siden

    she is so pretty no matter what

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  • Vênus
    VênusDag siden

    demi lovato vc é tudo pra mim tipo puta que pariu

  • David Hernandez
    David HernandezDag siden

    You made it to the other side Chula try not to do that again, please, (remember I said please).

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  • Deborah
    DeborahDag siden

    Demi needs to be in a whole different job...she's miserable being a star, I see her in the country feeding animals , eating off the land ...Just a thought !!!

  • Dani Boaventura
    Dani BoaventuraDag siden

    4:15 not important but that's not Spanish, it's Brazilian Portuguese

  • Iveta Kral
    Iveta KralDag siden

    Demi overdosed on the same date that Amy winehouse did.. the only different is demi is still with us

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  • Karla Borges
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    Queen 🇧🇷

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  • Wade Sauls
    Wade SaulsDag siden

    Heroin=bad. this story doesn't deserve a documentary

  • Michael Dorsey

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    You're so ignorant.

  • stephanie
    stephanieDag siden

    Omg I feel like I relate to u soo much. Love u x

  • Maria Morgado
    Maria MorgadoDag siden

    Thanks for the legends in portuguese!!

  • Stella Marinho
    Stella MarinhoDag siden

    4:13 - in "(woman speaking Spanish)" it's not spanish, it's portuguese!! the lady say "A cantora americana Demi Lovato"

  • Maria Morgado
    Maria MorgadoDag siden

    Eu amo a Demi Lovato, ela é incrível.

  • Tom Sdralis
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  • Jonathan Bloom
    Jonathan BloomDag siden

    Demi you are a beautiful and strong woman dont let anyone tell you any different

  • Hailey Messenger
    Hailey MessengerDag siden

    As a big girl myself ! When I first saw healthy full figure demi i was in awe ! She looked more stunning than ever 💓 she just i don't know.. it made me feel happy with myself. I don't know if that makes sense but it was just magic✨ I've struggled with my weight and fixated on it since I was 8. I'm 27 now and I love myself genuinely🙏🏼 I'm at my biggest but I have been working on my health the past year 💓🎊 in a healthy way ☺️

  • Deardhra
    Deardhra2 dager siden

    I am actually speechless. I never really followed Demi Lovato, but after watching this I just have the utmost respect for the honesty and vulnerability. A lot of people struggle with these things, but mental health is really negatively stigmatized that people don’t often talk about it. Thank you for releasing this🙏🏽

  • Don O
    Don O2 dager siden

    She is only fooling herself if she thinks she is California sober.NO SUCH THING.

  • Lisa Mcclanahan

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    Why not?

  • Demi Lee
    Demi Lee2 dager siden

    Legendary and iconic? Lmao

  • Cory Gun
    Cory Gun2 dager siden

    TOOOOOOO much pressure!!!!!

  • Matthew Lewis
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  • Lainey Love
    Lainey Love2 dager siden

    I will always support this woman.

  • Lainey Love
    Lainey Love2 dager siden

    She has the most beautiful smile.

  • Melissa Rose
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  • Ana Garcia
    Ana Garcia2 dager siden

    Q Lindo canta un abrazo 🥰

  • Mike R
    Mike R2 dager siden

    Your beautiful......